Juljina's Podcast

Bitch I was have a free premium for two weeks

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Me and my friend live in different towns, so I can't visit here. I and her take online classes but in different schools, so I can't talk to the teacher about it... And also, I don't have any connection with her family, I only have her phone number. I was asking her to give me her mom's phone numbers, but she said no... Also, she doesn't have a good relationship with her parents. From her stories, her parents don't pay so much attention about her sad[?] behaviour and mood. They think the reason is just her age, and it'll pass when she grows up. She thinks that parents don't love her and their life would be easy without her. I asked her, 'why will your parents live easily without you?' and she says, 'Because they will have more money' Before me and my bestie meet online, she had a best friend too around 3 years, but 3 months ago her bestie start ignore my friend on any socials and she (my bestie) feel useless and got no goal for life, no reason to keep live... I think she got depression or something, but she can't visit a therapist or something all by herself, cuz she's 13...

What do I need to do to prevent my bestie from committing suicide? She keeps telling me if her grades will not good like in first semester, she will unalive herself. I told her that grades it's not what she should care about, and my grades are low too. I'm scared cuz her schooling ends at the end of May and uhm I don't want her to die 😭

中文是我的母语

thou shall not lie thou shall not cheat

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I'm lazy yes 🍪

NO NO NO I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE I WANNA WORK AND I DONT HAVE ANY HOBBY AND INTEREST I DONT WANNA DO ANYTHING NO NO 😭😭😭

I got two Microsoft Rewards account banned, now I released that my phone's screen comes off but why I didn't deserved it 😭😭😭

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Speed up made by me Original audio provided by Mitski https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoLdiZNiq8ANFH6PMJ-qlG4YrIWo9OZks&si=lzXC6mx9Y6wFc7tg Lyrics Real men don't need other peopleAnd real men suck it inReal men don't flinch or bleed in publicOh, I think I'm a real manLittle boys cry and look around for comfortAnd always get what they wantLittle boys see toys and say, "I can take that!"Oh, you are my little boyThough honestly sir, all I wanna doIs get naked in front of youSo you can look me up and downAnd tell me, "Well done girl, you're looking good"Real men keep cool in the face of a fireGo down with the shipAnd real men don't eat, 'cause they're above that, damn itOh, I'm gonna be a real manThough honestly sir, all I wanna doIs get naked in front of youSo you can look me up and downAnd give me your love for being so goodBut little boys hold me, color mePraise me, make me feel lovelyFor a little whileSo little boy, say you want me'Cause when I can't take it, go aheadDo it, do it

Speed up made by me Original audio provided by Mitski https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoLdiZNiq8ANFH6PMJ-qlG4YrIWo9OZks&si=lzXC6mx9Y6wFc7tg Lyrics Mmm, mhm, mhmMmm, mhm, mhmTreasure hunter you are dead, the light of the world is fadingYou cannot see the other end, your body's lost all feelingThose creatures of your working mind, don't fear them or their hungerForgive the sea, follow the tide with the monsters on your shoulderPearl diverDive, dive deeperPearl diverDive, dive downPearl diverDive, dive deeperPearl diverDive, dive downOh hunter, if you didn't want the beautiful so badlyPerhaps you would've found it in your spirit singing softlyBut hunter, you were human, don't forget it and go safelyAnd I, I'll live without you, though the struggle will be dailyPearl diverDive, dive deeperPearl diverDive, dive downPearl diverDive, dive deeperPearl diverDive, dive downOoh-oohOoh-oohOh-oh-ah-ah-ah-ah-ahOoh-ooh, uhTreasure hunter you are dead, the light of the world is fading

Speed up made by me Original audio provided by Mitski https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoLdiZNiq8ANFH6PMJ-qlG4YrIWo9OZks&si=lzXC6mx9Y6wFc7tg Lyrics There is a door to meI've never seen itSometimes I get closer to itBut I've never found itAt twilight I almost had itBut then the night fellI looked out at the dark and wonderedHow could I have lost it?Then one night at the parkI saw it with my cheek in the dirtI couldn't move underneath the darkBut at least I finally found itIt cried out a creak and openedTo show me what's beyond itA hopeless, a violenceI named it:Love

Speed up made by me Original audio provided by Mitski https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoLdiZNiq8ANFH6PMJ-qlG4YrIWo9OZks&si=lzXC6mx9Y6wFc7tg Lyrics I'm all used up, pretty boy, over and over againMy nail colors are wearing offSee my hands, pretty boy, what do they tell you?'Cause I've looked down at them not knowing whyAnd after everything's done and I'm all undoneYou can hear my high heels walking onClickity-clacking through the nightI'm carrying my bag of bonesFluorescent store lights, you shine through the nightIlluminate my pores and you tear me apartMercy on me, would you please spare me tonight?I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go?I know my room is a mess, over and over againI tell myself I'll clean tomorrowJust move the stuff up off the bed and do what you came here to doBut first open up a window for meAnd let the cool air in, feel the night slip inAs it softly glides along your backAnd I hope you leave right before the sun comes upSo I can watch it aloneFluorescent store lights, you shine through the nightIlluminate my pores and you tear me apartMercy on me, would you please spare me tonight?I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go?And I can take a little bit moreLet's shake this poet out of the beastJust a, just a little bit moreLet's shake this poet out of the beast

Speed up made by me Original audio provided by Mitski https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoLdiZNiq8ANFH6PMJ-qlG4YrIWo9OZks&si=lzXC6mx9Y6wFc7tg Lyrics You like control, well, I do tooTake off my clothes and watch me moveYou can come closer, I'll let you hurt meHow you chooseHelp me with the zipper on my skirt, it's stuckAs you kneel, I'll be watching you fix meThis view of you, of the top of your headMakes me forgive youBut how long, how long can we play this way?I'm tired, I'm tired of not loving youMy heart, my heart wants to hold youBut I know, I know, I know the rulesBlue light, dark room, the white of your teethAs you smile at my trembling shouldersBut your skin, did you notice your skin?It cries a soft weep like mineI'll sell, I'll sell my whole to youWhat's my, what's my, what's my price?How about, how about just a part of you?'Cause I want, I want, I want, I wantI want, I want, I want, I want, I want

Speed up made by me Original audio provided by Mitski https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoLdiZNiq8ANFH6PMJ-qlG4YrIWo9OZks&si=lzXC6mx9Y6wFc7tg Lyrics Oh, one, twoHoney, what'd you take?I think my brain is rotting in placesI think my heart is ready to dieI think my body is falling in piecesI think my blood is passing me byHoney, what'd you take? What'd you take?Honey, look at meTell me, what you took? What'd you take?Honey, what'd you take? What'd you take?Honey, look at meTell me, what you took? What'd you take?I think my fate is losing its patienceI think the ground is pulling me downI think my life is losing momentumI think my ways are wearing me downBut if I gave up on being prettyI wouldn't know how to be aliveI should move to a brand new cityAnd teach myself how to dieHoney, what'd you take? What'd you take?Honey, look at meTell me, what you took? What'd you take?Honey, what'd you take? What'd you take?Honey, look at meTell me, what you took? What'd you take?Honey, what'd you take? What'd you take?Honey, look at meTell me, what you took? What'd you take?Honey, what'd you take? What'd you take?Honey, look at meTell me, what you took? What'd you take?

Speed up made by me Original audio provided by Mitski https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoLdiZNiq8ANFH6PMJ-qlG4YrIWo9OZks&si=lzXC6mx9Y6wFc7tg Lyrics I am hungryI have been hungryI was born hungryWhat do I need?I am somethingI have been somethingI was born somethingWhat could I be?There is a light that I can seeBut only, it seems, when there's darkness in meThere is a dream that I sometimes seeThat only appears in the dark of sleepI am waitingI have been waitingI was born waitingI was born waiting for that somethingJust one somethingI was born somethingI was bornThere is a light, I feel it in meBut only, it seems, when the dark surrounds meThere is a dream and it sleeps in meKeeps me awake in the nightCrying, "Set me free"And I wake every nightCrying, "Set me free"

Speed up made by me Original audio provided by Mitski https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoLdiZNiq8ANFH6PMJ-qlG4YrIWo9OZks&si=lzXC6mx9Y6wFc7tg Lyrics You're home, you're homeYou're home to meSo leave me, leave meLeave me a mapI'm here at my cliff looking downI cannot bear you a son, but I will tryFor if I am not yours, what am I?I daydream I'd give one a name of my ownFor I, even I, even I am aloneI have, I have, I watch a dreamBreaking, breaking, breaking meAway from my cliff, I'm looking down fromI cannot bear you a son, I have triedBut if I am not yours, what am I?I daydream I'd give him a name of my ownFor I, even mine, even mine is unknownSo let me go towards the morning starWith hope it won't disappear